THIS CARRD WAS LAST UPDATED IN: 07/11/2024
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i am a minor (14-17)

i do not believe in god nor am i part of any religion, although i respect all of them and won't judge you if you're in fact part of one

as i mentioned earlier, i make content, some of which may contain upsetting themes. this includes drawings, stories, roleplays, etc of: gore of all kinds (that can range from like characters punching each other to characters bloodily ripping each other's guts out), murder and death, alcohol/drug consumption/dependence, body horror, mild/artistic nudity, religious horror, suicide, self harm, cannibalism, domestic abuse/violence, queerphobia, malpractice. i do my research, and all of those themes will always be properly tagged.

pls lmk if im following/interacting problematic ppl!!! i'm really unaware and i'll immediately block n report them once you tell me

i believe in separating art from the artist

sometimes i may not respond to your messages even when i'm online but it is NOTHING against you. it could be because: 1. i'm not in the mood of starting a conversation at that moment and later i'll respond to it. 2. i forgot you sent a message 3. i completely freeze and just don't know how to respond 4. im in a bad mood and pissed off at everyone and everything and dont want to accidentally offend you

i sometimes use some typing quirks (replacing s with z {albeit in rly rare cases}, spaces before punctuation marks) (and no, typos you often see me do aren't quirks, it's just because im too lazy to reread and correct messages lol)

i like and often listen to true crime, although i am NOT part of the TCC and never will.

i make NSFW jokes! although i wont send nsfw images, nor will the jokes be too explicit. i have my limits

also, i may joke about fetishes though not as often! please, if you're uncomfortable with that, tell me

i keyboard smash a lot, not sure if that's a problem for some people

i have dark and self-deprecating humor

my emotions are extreme and really unstable. i tend to have massive outbursts when upset.

if i type dry that doesn't mean im mad at you; im just. Like That Sometimes </3

if i respond to a vent with a hug emoji or something of the such, that's because i did read it but didn't know how to respond properly, so that's my way of showing that i care and i'm sorry for it (i'm not really good responding to vents in general)

oh yeah, and since we're in the topic of venting, you can vent to me as long as you're a close friend and i give you permission to. if you're someone i've barely met then no, i'm sorry

i may respond to messages with a single word/few words or just with emojis; most of the time it's just because i do not know how else to respond or i'm just not in the mood of typing a lot; so i apologize if i sound dry

i struggle with diagnosed ADHD, anxiety, and possible other undiagnosed conditions such as depression and autism which were mentioned in my ADHD diagnosis. but i'm getting my treatment for those which have been diagnosed, so i ask you to please be patient with me.

however, that does NOT make me immune to criticism !!!! if i fuck up or bother you in any way shape or form please do tell me immediately!!! i'll try my absolute hardest to improve!!!

I am Really Fucking Dense. sometimes i may take some time to understand certain jokes and REALLY often, in VCs and in real life, i absolutely suck at hearing and you'll likely need to repeat yourself a few times before i can finally understand what you're saying

most of the time i don't need tone tags and won't use them either (i will use them with you if you do need them, though!) but if i DO struggle understanding the tone of your message i will ask you for 'em

if i refer to you as "bbg", use the heart emoji or emoticon when talking to you, or tell you "i love you" that doesn't mean i'm flirting!!!! please tell me if any of this makes you uncomfortable!!!!

if you have specific things that trigger you, please tell me to make sure i don't mention it!

i'm emetophobic - the irrational fear of throwing up. just seeing the synonym with v makes me feel iffy

normally i am a pretty open-minded person and i enjoy seeing and discussing different points of views. however i will absolutely not talk, discuss, listen, tolerate, or interact with you if:

basic stuff: you are queerphobic, a TERF, xenophobic, islamphobic, antisemitic, zionist, anti-palestine, radqueer, anti-neopronouns/xenogenders, ableist, or support/tolerate any of those. just have common sense yk. don't be weird or a dick

you're an ai/nft bro.

you are a comshipper/proshipper and/or support it - i know there's a whole discussion on the internet on why "it's actually not that bad" but please read this thread which has points which i heavily stand by. i'm not gonna say anything else just Read It For The Love Of God

you support/tolerate or are part of cringe culture. (basically make poke fun of people for their interests/fandoms theyre in, which aren't harming anyone)

you believe in "narc abuse" and/or use narcissisim as a demonizing term.

you think paraphillias cannot be treated and treat all paraphilles as horrible disgusting people, calling all of them abusers n shit without any solid evidence, ignoring it's a mental disorder that often stems from severe trauma, including but not limited to SA and CSA, and that a lot of paraphilles are also anti-contact

semi related, you're a pro-contact paraphille/support pro-contact paraphilles and are anti-recoovery

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other things:

do not interact if you're nsfw account/post actual nsfw/sexual/kinky writing/art/content in general of ANY kind. i'm putting this here because i don't think this is a necessarily bad thing, as long as you're an adult and you tag everything properly and only show it to the proper audience of other consenting adults (unless it's something like. straight up illegal. like pedo/zoo/necro/etc, in which you normalize it. then that's not fine and i very much would not want you to talk to me and i will report you) , but i'm a minor and it makes me Wildly Uncomfortable so

i'd prefer to avoid being friends with adults, unless you are a friend of mine who was originally a minor but became an adult. if ur an adult and i interact with you that isn't because i want to be friends, just because ur someone i appreciate for your work/content and want you to know it. or maybe youre just cool

if you try to purposefully break my boundaries and/or trigger me, i know the block (& report button if you go too far) and i won't hesitate to use it

science has been a major interest of mine ever since i was little! i love biology and some of its branches: microbiology and herpetology, as well as speculative biology. im also into physics and chemistry!

anatomy & biology of not only humans but other organisms as well! i really like plant anatomy. also protists are my favorite little guys ever fucky ou

video game OSTs!!!!!!!

CARTOONS. THEYRE A CORE PART OF ME (johnny bravo, DEXTER'S LABORATORY, the powerpuff girls, courage the corwardly dog, cow and chicken, alf the extraterrestrial even though it's an old sitcom, tawog, chowder, cuphead show, spongebob before it was milked to death)

THE MARIO FRANCHISE I LOOOVE THE MARIO FRANCHISE SO MUCH AND MORE SPECIFICALLY ITS RPGS!!!! AND EVEN MORE SPECIFICALLY THE M&L GAMES THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME ML BIS SPARKED MY INTEREST IN BIOLOGY AND MADE ME A BETTER ARTIST AND THE FRANCHISE IN GENERAL INSPIRED MY WHOLE ARTSTYLE AND GAVE ME INTERSEST IN MUSIC MAKING (i started playing the keyboard just because i wanted to play In The Final on it!) AND PAPER MARIO TOO I LOVELOVE PAPER MSRIO SO MUCH PMTOK IS MY SECOND FAVORITE GAME OF ALL TIME

I LOVE WARIOWARE.LIKE A LOT

okay holy shit i freakd out too much up there. i also rly like roblox adopt me

COLLECTING PLUSHIES!!! especially beanie boos & squishables :-) i also own a blahaj which was a gift from a good friend of mine

history! i mainly like stuff abt the greeks & their gods, the renaissance; the meaning and story behind the pieces of that time, the surrealist movement, and the early middle ages!!

algebra, geometry & mathematical art (idk man i think its kinda fun. yes i am a nerd how did u tell)

PHILOSOPHY. ESPECIALLY ANCIENT PHILOSOPHY

civics & ethics

kinitopet

TADC

FNAF

cuphead (if youre favorite boss isnt grim matchstick i will dissolve you wiht my laser eyes)

parappa the rapper

hfjone (its the only object show i watched {AND I REALLY LIKE IT TOO} even though ive been indicated to watching a lot of others LOL. i did try watching bfdia one time but i just forgot. i do plan on reading objectified someday though)

pokemon

AND also competitive pokemon! though obviously i'm not the best at it... i'd say i'm mid LOL. i'm in pokemon showdown btw! user's s4bt00onz ;-)

mountain hiking & climbing

i really like cave diving and caving in general but i'm not sure if i'll ever actually do it sometime. BUT ITS COOL!

yoga, meditating, zen exercises in general

existensialism

neurology, psychology, the subconscious and unconscious, dreams

the alternate universes theory

wobbledogs!

DOAWK

WOF (i forgot a lot of it actually because i couldn't find a copy of The Brightest Night for nearly TWO YEARS and i STILL haven't found it. i read all the books up to The Poison Jungle though. i wanna get back onto it this year and i'll have to re-read the books to remember what happens </3)

turma da mônica

webcomics

analog horror (my current favorite is Arcadia TV!)

as mentioned above, true crime; theres this one brazilian true crime podcast i often listen too called Modus Operandi but i listen to cases from youtube videos/channels too. i like Explore With Us to watch the interrogations

internet mysteries & ARGs

old horror movies (nightmare on elm street, gremlins, beetlejuice [i know its a comedy film, but shush], etc! i plan to watch more) !

when it comes to youtubers, some i like include matt rose, poofesure, mayro, nintyler, phantomstrider, let's game it out, GEMAPLYS, coisa de nerd (moreso the legacy videos, but sometimes i watch their recent ones as well) xploshi, saiko, cellbit, felps, shrouded hand, thegamesalmon, defunctland, nexpo, chubbyemu, astralspiff, vaazkl, chickeninja42, dougdoug, fatguy703, killysunt, skawo, and morpho

aesthetics! i enjoy what you'd expect from someone of my generation: poolcore (pools and poolcore in general just. i dont know how to expliain. they make me so happy and i feel a massive sense of belonging to them), kidcore, webcore, dreamcore, retrowave, vhs, weirdcore, liminalcore, frutiger aero, scenecore & Y2K!

MUSIC! artists i enjoy and listen to are also what you'd expect of someone of my generation: imagine dragons, glass animals, raul seixas, arnaldo antunes, titãs, legião urbana, zeca baleiro, jack stauber, rita lee, o terno, mamonas assassinas, pullovers, mother mother, exclusive os cabides, depeche mode, bill wurtz, caspro, i monster, pitty, of montreal, o grilo, vundabar, muse, YUNG LIXO, I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME, STOMACH BOOK, temporex, MGMT, dreamcorp. , glaciaere, VHS LOGOS, windows 96, xploshi, DJ rozwell, DJ CAMGIRL/VAPERROR, webinar, KFC murder chicks, öOoOoOoOoOo, vessel, aphex twin, nero's day at disneyland, death insurance, five star hotel, diet tea other cola